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May 31, 2009

day one: admit it

i've been the girl so in love with a person incapable of giving me what i needed out of a relationship that i not only went back to him over and over but i gave away every last shred of my self-esteem to keep him.

i've been the girl who not only suffers through an unhealthy, demoralizing relationship but then goes back to it in hopes that time spent apart has inspired him to love me enough to change...or at least try.

and guess what? IT HASN'T.

admitting that is hard. it's step one in getting over you and i swear to god i will get over you or i will die trying.

the rules for day one:

cry. a lot.
no retail therapy.
no isolating.
watch the weight.

game on.

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May 26, 2009

my baby blues

um hi. it's been a while, eh?

need to do better for sure.

news:

ucsc classes for pmp certs. rad.
dmb live two nights at the mgm in vegas. rad.
prop8 upheld by the ca supreme court. not rad. seriously considering finding out how to add a measure to make marriage illegal. my parents divorce fucked me up more than any gay marriage ever did or will.

also i have no idea what i'm doing. fuck.

ok - carry on. nothing else to see here.

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